Where are the words?

There is so much that my heart wants to say right now, but there aren't words adequate to express my sadness. I am usually happy, overly peppy person, who can generally see the silver lining in a hard situation. But I don't understand. I can't see the good today. Face, I love you entirely and I am so incredibly sorry. Sorry sounds like such a pathetic excuse for what I really am. There just aren't words. Maybe we will be able to look back at this and see the Lord's hand in what has happened, but not today. Today I want to cry with you. I have cried. Know that you are loved and that there are many, many prayers being uttered on your behalf. Today is a dark day.